Walking tranquil wood paths
in the chill of winter morning
I always stopped to breathe as if
by expanding my chest, my lungs could hold
a moment
carefully
gently
letting it seep
letting it settle
I always stopped to breathe
as if
my lungs could hold
eternity.
But it’s like reaching out my hand to catch
dust mites floating at the window
like the lingering smell of Chinese dinner
seeping into the wooden table
like the crunch of dead leaves and crisp wind
and color all around me
like the taste of fresh fruit
apples crunchy and strawberries sweet
like stopping for a moment
thinking I see a familiar face on the crowded sidewalk
and wishing I was walking with my best friend
back
home.
reaching
nature of longing
even here
I still stop
to breathe
though I haven’t seen the stars in months
and my trees are the stuff of concrete.
I’ll still stop to breathe.
this moment
but maybe
someday
one day
I’ll no longer be
a stranger born for another shore.
I breathe
as you teach me
the beauty of longing.